I planted Belladonna seeds today; I found the seeds in my seed box in an envelope with a hand written label that I don't recognize. I received belladonna seeds before; they were a gift from one of my cultural anthropology teachers many years ago. She is also a high priestess in the Wiccan tradition. I first met her in 1996 when I was attending the local community college. I took every course she offered in the Anthropology department and went on to earn my bachelor's degree in Anthropology. I didn't plant the seeds then; I didn't think I was ready for that kind of power.
During that time frame, I would happen across my teacher's path at the most interesting times in my life; usually times of personal upheaval. Somewhere around the year 2000 I met year at a home department store and she mentioned she would be teaching a class on roses for the Learning Exchange. How could I possibly resist that invitation? I didn't know why but the appeal of taking a class on the culinary use of roses was tremendous. I went home and registered.
The afternoon of roses was delightful. She taught us about the history of the use of roses as well as some of the culinary benefits, medicinal uses, and the magic that comes with every herb in the kingdom. We made rose hip jelly, rose bath salts, rose skin salve, and made rose garland for the holidays. At the end of the afternoon she casually mentioned that she would be teaching an herbal apprenticeship that would begin the following month in her home. I didn't really know what that was but I felt absolutely compelled to join in.
I was a little apprehensive as the beginning of the course came around. When I arrived at her house I felt like I had entered a magic place like no other. Her herb garden, at the entrance of the house was amazing; the house itself was crazy! There were books, art, talismans, magic items, fabrics, tarot decks, tapestries, antiques and things I didn't have any idea about. I felt like I walked into a powerful folktale and that my personal transformation was inevitable. We met one weekend a month for nine months and I learned about so many beautiful herbs. Some of my favorite include lemon balm, lavender, jasmine and rosemary. Oh, and roses of course.
At the end of this program, she mentioned she would be co-teaching in another herb program at the Morning Sun Herb Farm starting the following summer. How could I possible resist? A year later, I started in yet another apprenticeship program with her, this time connected to earth based spirituality and my interest in women's circles with a focus on spirituality blossomed into a twenty plus year experience which includes a master's program in Women's Spirituality.
Somewhere along the timeline, she invited me to attend a program she called Magical Middle School! No surprise, I couldn't resist. At the end of the this program she offered participants the opportunity to go through an initiation to mark the completion of the second level of study. This would be my first experience in a ritual and I was a little nervous. The ritual was beautiful, and very significant. At the end of the journey she offered Belladonna seeds to me; I accepted even though it was apparent the seeds were for a powerful plant.
Belladonna has quite a history with connections to Romeo and Juliet and to the renaissance women of Italy. It is also known as Deadly Nightshade. Belladonna is highly toxic yet is used in a variety of medicines; it is an ingredient in the medicine that dilates your eyes at the optometrist's office. It is also an ingredient in witches flying ointment which is a green salve with hallucinogenic properties; this also dates back to the middle ages. I've never tried flying ointment myself.
At this point in my life, I feel that I am ready for the lessons that will come with inviting such a powerful entity into my space. The planting of the seeds invited reflection and gratitude to all of my teachers along the way; humans, plants, experiences and the process of using art as personal sacred practice.
On an energetic level, I feel that belladonna is quite a seductress and if she were in human form I'm confident she would be wearing dark purple flowing silk and lots of sparkly silver jewelry with ribbons woven into her long hair. And then there is Stevie Nicks' version as well.
During that time frame, I would happen across my teacher's path at the most interesting times in my life; usually times of personal upheaval. Somewhere around the year 2000 I met year at a home department store and she mentioned she would be teaching a class on roses for the Learning Exchange. How could I possibly resist that invitation? I didn't know why but the appeal of taking a class on the culinary use of roses was tremendous. I went home and registered.
The afternoon of roses was delightful. She taught us about the history of the use of roses as well as some of the culinary benefits, medicinal uses, and the magic that comes with every herb in the kingdom. We made rose hip jelly, rose bath salts, rose skin salve, and made rose garland for the holidays. At the end of the afternoon she casually mentioned that she would be teaching an herbal apprenticeship that would begin the following month in her home. I didn't really know what that was but I felt absolutely compelled to join in.
I was a little apprehensive as the beginning of the course came around. When I arrived at her house I felt like I had entered a magic place like no other. Her herb garden, at the entrance of the house was amazing; the house itself was crazy! There were books, art, talismans, magic items, fabrics, tarot decks, tapestries, antiques and things I didn't have any idea about. I felt like I walked into a powerful folktale and that my personal transformation was inevitable. We met one weekend a month for nine months and I learned about so many beautiful herbs. Some of my favorite include lemon balm, lavender, jasmine and rosemary. Oh, and roses of course.
At the end of this program, she mentioned she would be co-teaching in another herb program at the Morning Sun Herb Farm starting the following summer. How could I possible resist? A year later, I started in yet another apprenticeship program with her, this time connected to earth based spirituality and my interest in women's circles with a focus on spirituality blossomed into a twenty plus year experience which includes a master's program in Women's Spirituality.
Somewhere along the timeline, she invited me to attend a program she called Magical Middle School! No surprise, I couldn't resist. At the end of the this program she offered participants the opportunity to go through an initiation to mark the completion of the second level of study. This would be my first experience in a ritual and I was a little nervous. The ritual was beautiful, and very significant. At the end of the journey she offered Belladonna seeds to me; I accepted even though it was apparent the seeds were for a powerful plant.
Belladonna has quite a history with connections to Romeo and Juliet and to the renaissance women of Italy. It is also known as Deadly Nightshade. Belladonna is highly toxic yet is used in a variety of medicines; it is an ingredient in the medicine that dilates your eyes at the optometrist's office. It is also an ingredient in witches flying ointment which is a green salve with hallucinogenic properties; this also dates back to the middle ages. I've never tried flying ointment myself.
At this point in my life, I feel that I am ready for the lessons that will come with inviting such a powerful entity into my space. The planting of the seeds invited reflection and gratitude to all of my teachers along the way; humans, plants, experiences and the process of using art as personal sacred practice.
On an energetic level, I feel that belladonna is quite a seductress and if she were in human form I'm confident she would be wearing dark purple flowing silk and lots of sparkly silver jewelry with ribbons woven into her long hair. And then there is Stevie Nicks' version as well.
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